Monday, April 30, 2007
i dun cry on the outside anymore..
it's a good thing tt i dun cry on the outside anymore. i had a bad day. things r not going my way recently. mentality has been changing. starting to hate noise more n more. where's little miss sunshine? i dun wanna go back to my old quiet self who hates the whole world. somebody save me..
I got a msg for my dearest LO again. Thanx for going around telling the other LOs that 2 girls copied each others report eh? thanx alot man. what abt hock soon n his friend? didn't they get caught for plagarism too? y izzit only me n hy? y is your mouth so freaking big? what's your fucking problem? i HATE pple who are big mouths. and i mean, PEOPLE.
I'm a serious case of a social anorexic. I dunno, like why hock soon rather ask crystal whether i'm attached than ask me directly when i'm also online at tt time.
N i'm only human, i need my own personal time, space and privacy too. Why can't pple just respect tt? argh.
じゃあ。
he who listens to me complain and my endless comments at all times. meh meh.
Saturday, April 28, 2007
MIA.
Dear friends, the workaholic me shall be MIA for the time being. Reason being: WORK. Well, i'll try to update this blog once in a while.. I'm the workaholic. Look at what time i WORKED for the past few days.
Friday 0830-1730 & 1845-0245.
Saturday 1700-2300.
Sunday 0745-1800.
I'm dead tired. seriously, dead tired. Lucky for me, he's always there to lend me a shoulder to lie on when i'm tired. =))
じゃあ。
Thursday, April 26, 2007
i feel terrible.
i dunno how i could afford to break his heart. i feel terrible. really terrible. i'm the worst.
じゃあ。
爱情是你独特的味道
在我的心中围绕
别人都不了
只有你知道
因为你世界不再单调
我的微笑
你明白就很好..
Tuesday, April 24, 2007
dots.
been thinking alot lately. i know it's true tt there is no such thing as a free lunch in this world. nth is so simple. there's always temptations around.. i'll c how it goes. i have to be strong when it's against all odds.
i'll be working on friday.. 6pm-12am.. workaholic. haha. being a workaholic is nice, when life is boring, i just work n work n work.
going online.. is boring.
じゃあ。
i think it is not very nice for a kid to open his/her present b4 his/her birthday becoz he/she will not get to enjoy the surprise and the process of waiting.. if u get what i mean.
Monday, April 23, 2007
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i feel dirty.じゃあ。
Sunday, April 22, 2007
i'm glad i made the right choice.
any decision made is final. =) since even mummy agrees with me, it's obvious i made the right choice. i shall not blog abt the details.
i'm just a very happy girl. i'm blessed.
じゃあ。
i remember to love, u taught me how.
Monday, April 16, 2007
i'm greedy.
lost of appetite recently. lost 1 kg, sorta freaked lin nah out. she says i gain n lose weight too easily. =)another msg to my dearest LO: 10%.. IS ALOT!
caleb just showed me this anime's shots. the anime is called Byousoku 5 Centimeter. here are some of the shots. i think the image is sooo nice. Enjoy.
i'm missing school.
じゃあ。
Sunday, April 15, 2007
report..
i feel like crying. i hate to type tt stupid attachment report. some1 kindly tell the stupid LO to fuck off. not coz of the report but bcoz of her being bias. i know it's normal, but i dun think i and many others deserve being treated like that.I heard that there's alot of gays in California Fitness.
じゃあ。
Thursday, April 12, 2007
updatess..
sunday work till 2300, monday till 2200, tuesday till 1800, wednesday til 2306. HOO!! but i'm feeling real hyper today for god knows what reason. haha. i broke the record of all the VTs in my department. have yet to break lance's record of 0200 though. haha!working in the office makes one feel fat n bloated. yucks.
じゃあ。
no point telling the world tt we r educated when many of us lack basic manners.
Tuesday, April 10, 2007
to my dearest LO.
to my dearest LO, i know sunday (8 April) WAS easter, it's over. so u dun have to gimme an egg for my report on monday (9 April). I dun really like belated presents, ya..?Regards
Krystal
じゃあ。
Friday, April 06, 2007
whatever.
i just typed a full long entry, but it wasn't published.so, it's not my fault that i have short entries.
i dun look jap anymore. i look ugly. how do i go home with my current hair...?
じゃあ。
Good Friday!!
i saw this on yifan's friendster blog. n i tot it was nice. Btw, easter's on monday.One day, LOVE and FRIENDSHIP met. LOVE asked FRIENDSHIP, "Why do u exist when I already do??" FRIENDSHIP replied, "To put a smile where you leave tears." =)
Do not walk infront of me, I may not follow.
Do not walk behind me, I may not lead.
Just walk beside me, And be my FRIEND.
じゃあ。
Wednesday, April 04, 2007
when u said that, it is done.
i wanna share this great experience i had today. =))i woke up today in a super good mood like i was trouble free. as if the Prince of Peace came to find me. I felt some1 tell me "dun worry, everything is being taken care of." so i was feeling high since morning. nv felt sooo trouble free in weeks. then just now, when my bro was watching this indian video, i sorta tried talking to him again. so i said "r u ok? y r u watching the indian video?" then he said "funny leh! u wanna watch together?" HOO!! nearly 3 weeks nv talk.. at least it's improving now i guess. y? coz Daddy God was taking care of it for me! no trouble is too small or too big for him!
Also, abt my mum. she came home and i asked her if the lab results were out. n she said. THE DOCTOR SAID THAT IT WAS NOT CANCEROUS! HALLELUJAH!!!!! omg. 2 worries off. now left the last 1 which is.. my mum went to c this supposedly VERY LING de fortune teller. he said that my mum will have a serious problem with my dad in 2009. n he told my mum tt my dad 偷情 last year in july. when my mum doubt it, he said "cannot be. sure got 1." omg. tt fortune teller is scary la. is he trying to break my family up or something? hmmm..
i dunno, i'm high. Good Friday's coming! HOO!!!!!
じゃあ。
-i know i'm well taken care of even if i'm left with nth.-
Tuesday, April 03, 2007
it's a mess.
i shouldn't be missing him. some1 pls stop my tots. i've got enough worries, pls do not pile yours onto mine. if only, i could take a day leave and accompany my mum to the doctor on monday... i would have been clearer abt her situation. I need my angel. where is he?I'll protect you, don't be scared
No matter what, I will be there
I'll be gentle, I'll be light
These are the words you whispered in the night
Here I am
Here I am
Now I'm standing in the cold (Everything is said and done)
Atomic winter in my soul (From the absence of the sun)
The only remedy I knowIs I gotta let you go
Here I am Here I am
But where were you when I was scared
A broken promise left me here
A post-it note is what
I've gotIt says: "I'm sorry, but I know you're not"
There will come a day when all of this is in my past
And there will come a day when you're out of my head at last
I'm trying not to fall
Damn it's such a long way down
But here I am
i'm already at the edge, kick me down if u want to. but pls dun take everything back.. pray for me, my friends.
Monday, April 02, 2007
dotss..
was chatting with yi fan on msn just now.. she's my sec sch senior btw. she just read my blog n she said.. Rille-~I'm not going to the BBQ afterall, everyone... ~ says:
i oso like to lend out my vcds
-Rille-~I'm not going to the BBQ afterall, everyone... ~ says:
cos they're never returned to me sia
-Rille-~I'm not going to the BBQ afterall, everyone... ~ says:
haf to beg for it de
-Rille-~I'm not going to the BBQ afterall, everyone... ~ says:
*sigh*
she added on that pple who borrow n spoil the vcds n dun admit de are the worst. 最低(saitei)! btw, yi fan's full time occupation for the time being is a couch potato. LOL.
i love talking to my guitar, piano or imaginary friend. no1 talks to me. i'm bored. tt's my life for the time being. Oh ya pple, standing in the middle of a battlefield is just scary.
じゃあ。
ABC, kiam cai char lor ti...
Sunday, April 01, 2007
too many tots.
i just bought my guitar. a guitar for beginners.. some s'pore brand la. oh well, it's just for learning, dun need to get those $500+ de.. haven't tot of a name for her though. PPLE, I WILL NOT LEND OUT ANY OF MY VCDs/DVDs anymore. PLS TAKE NOTE. i've received complaints that the CLICK VCD is spoilt, there are too many scratches on it. I dun mind if u spoil those english movies, is my dad who minds. BUT i definately mind pple who spoils my japanese dramas. Pls note tt my "1 litre of tears" DVD 4 is spoilt. i dunno if i bought tt time spoil already? or some1 spoilt it. oh well, if some1 spoilt it, normally, pple will say "no leh. i watch tt time ok leh.." so i can forget abt finding the culprit. but if it was spoilt originally, then i apologize.
alright. so here's some thoughts of mine.
pple who are attached, please do not neglect your family members. other than God, they are probably the only ones who will nv forsake u and love u all the same for who you are.
the rest, let the lyrics say for itself.
I couldn't tell you
why she felt that way
She felt it everyday
And I couldn't help her
I just watched her make the same mistakes again
What's wrong, what's wrong now
Too many, too many problems
Dont know where she belongs
where she belongs.
She wants to go home but nobody's home
Thats where she lies broken inside
With no place to go
no place to go to dry her eyes
Broken inside
Open your eyes and look outside
Find the reason why
You've been rejected
and now you can't find what you left behind
Be strong, be strong now
Too many, too many problems
Dont know where she belongs
where she belongs.
Her feelings she hides
Her dreams she can't find
She's losing her mind
She's falling behind
She can't find her place
She's losing her faith
She's falling from grace
She's all over the place